snowing

i kindda missed the first AND the second snow..  feel like a dum-dum.. :)) if i didn't see it that means it didn't snow :P

today

i don't like myself. feel like i am in a very weird situation. i want something but i get something else from wanting something else in a previous stage and i don't want it anymore. and i am tired of myself and i hate too many discussions and i simply want something else. => if it didn't make any sense for you then you know why i do not like myself. for me it makes sense but i do not like the situation now. *sigh* am so stupid at times..

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when friendship looks like a leaf in the wind, all you can do is hope that someday the wind will stop.

weird:

1.  it smells of burnt wood on the corridor..

2. the chinese people that live in my building literally run when people get in the building in the same time with them just so they do not greet. what the f***??

off

i've just seen my hands on the keyboard in the screen's light. they say that you know a woman's true age by her hands. mine are getting wrinkled :((

smells dangerously

of winter..

ah and those christmas thingies from the shop were sooooooooooo shiny and good looking!!!! *sigh* am helpless...

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why can't i sleep? *sigh*